1. |
Suspended
02:41
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I'm floating endlessly
The life is seeping out of me
Have I reached the end
Can I comprehend That I'm suspended
Sky over head
Ground underneath
You let me drown
Now it's time for you to see
Crowds will gather below
As I bleed from up on high
The answers you seek lie so deep inside
So come
so come and behold my hate
Rapture is here
Your chariot awaits
I'm floating endlessly
The life is seeping out of me
Have I reached the end?
Can I comprehend?
That I'm suspended
No one can know What I have found
To be alone is not to be unknown
Oh but silence is golden
And no one can hold me to things I've done
I'm floating endlessly
The life is seeping out of me
Have I reached the end
Can I comprehend
That I'm suspended
I'm suspended
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2. |
Emergency
02:09
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This is a fucking emergency I can feel myself going under
This is a fucking emergency My heart is beating like a sky full of thunder
This is a sickness
Carry my spirit to a place where I can rest
Bury me deep in a grave below
Where all the vermin can dig so deep in my chest
Where I bleed Where I scream Where I struggle to dream
I can feel the light going out
This is a fucking emergency I can feel myself going under
This is a fucking emergency My heart is beating like a sky full of thunder
My lungs collapse despite my breathing
Left in the dark my eyes are bleeding
I keep fighting this urge to make things better
Never again will I fear Never again will this all be so clear
It's time to take a stand and fix the things that I despise
You gave everything that you could but you could never beat the lies
How could I expect you to? Why do I resent you?
you needed freedom from what I've become
So I'll fade
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3. |
Love Lost in Time
02:21
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This is where it all goes downhill
My heart has never been so still
Cigarette burns and filthy bed sheets
A life stuck on repeat
Will you ever be happy with me
Cause i don't think i am with you
Broken promises don't sit well with me
Was what we had ever true
Love lost in time
The innocence inside us has gone up in flames
I felt alive
For a second there it was like we could fly
Do we have to let this die?
This could be what it is difficult
Lets make amends
I never got the chance to say goodbye
Love lost in time
The innocence inside us has gone up in flames
(and I don't want anything else)
I felt alive
For a second there it was like we could fly
Do we have to let this die?
(So please come back)
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4. |
Amphetamine Amigo
03:06
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You have never been my friend I don't even know your name
but we are all the same in this fragile human frame
If I keep drinking I can speak to you so clearly
If I keep smoking I will drown out my anxiety
So if I drop this pill will all my anger go away
Or will it all just burst out another day
If I give in to this pressure will you save me
Will you save me?
Whoa oh oh Whoa oh oh oh
You are my amphetamine amigo
Oh whoa oh
Just take this moment and never let it go
You never let it go
Cause the world is a shithole but
Now is the time to grow You know
Cuz the ecstasy's within you so just take hold
New or old This feeling's forever if you let it in your soul
No one's out to get you and so few will know your name
its the meth talking again
Whoa oh oh Whoa oh oh oh
You are my amphetamine amigo
Oh whoa oh Just take this moment and never let it go
You never let it go
I know this feeling's enticing but you gotta do this alone
Please remember me when you find paradise inside your mind
Paradise inside your mind tonight
Now we're coming down Now we're coming down
Now we're coming down Now we're coming down Just remember to Hold on til the end
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5. |
Looking to the Sky
03:34
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How insightful
You know I'd rather be anywhere but here
But I don't have a fucking choice
You're so untouchable unlovable
And I can't wait to see you failing
See you failing
How are things now You know
I'd never be stuck here in this mess
If it wasn't for you
And now you're gonna see what I'm meant to be
And I'm so glad it's not with you
I put my life in and you gave nothing back
This is my own endeavour
Like it or not I will make it without you
This one goes out to the ones I called my friends
I never argued the fact that I thought we'd stay that way right til the end
But it's a twisted world we live in when the ones that you love
Are the first to run when the pressure is high enough for you to fall apart
There are never enough ways to tell you I hate you
I thought we had it all You're all built to fall
I'm sick of feeling hopeless
Never wanted life to pass me by
So I'll look towards the sky
I try to be more open
But it's like my mind just wants to hide
But there's no fucking choice now
I wanna be whole but the voices inside are the reason
I can't hear my soul
They are all, they are one They just want to see me fall
And I won't give them the fucking pleasure
I'm sick of feeling hopeless
Never wanted life to pass me by
So I'll look towards the sky
I try to be more open
But it's like my mind just wants to hide
But I'm taking control now I'll stay if you're by my side
Why do I pretend
That my answer will fall from the sky
Oh why can't I just get a grip and be over this agony
Once and for all
I'm sick of feeling hopeless Never wanted life to pass me by
So I'll look towards the sky
My mind is feeling broken
There's nothing left but fear inside
So I look towards the sky
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6. |
Reoccurring Nightmare
04:38
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There are monsters that hunt while you sleep
And they feed on the hearts of man
So vindictive they feed while you dream
They steal your soul
For the night
I will wait all alone
Just to meet the one that made me
Stand and meet your maker
But with god as my witness
I wont go down without a fight
No not tonight
i cant close my eyes
For fear that i lose them
I will try to fight
Resistance is useless
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